Back in the bedroom, she 
Turns gray in the yellow
Light. Today, 
Under cover, she is deeply
Buried.
Smoking, dying, getting
Off
The best
She can. Words come easy -- 
So 
Real, 
That was,
And wide open --
Here lies her starving heart.
Such a clean
Party -- 
Flat on the back,
And the nasty 
Clock is stuck on the stupid beat of
One.
Post-
traumatic. Good enough.
Shaky hands, 
Headache, please, fuck you.
Right now, someone tells her that all she needs
is air.
Right now, someone tells her that all she needs
is everything.
There is a place we call 
Up there,
and a place we call 
Down below, and somewhere in 
Between,
Lives a human,
A canine,
Vicious desire,
And a small, empty
House 
For sale.
Hold her hand when you take her 
To the showing.
Make sure the lights are 
On.
Make sure it is brick
Or stone.
C.A. MacConnell