In the meantime, I focus on images, photos, and movement; that is, I try to stay in the moment and feel whatever whenever, just rolling with it. So freeing. A person shouldn't need permission to feel, but I suppose I needed that. Movement has been key on this part of my journey, which has been wild, and I'm a person who loves the wild. Also wild -- I have several dreams churning...two books, each unique, but both full of hope and love. Right now, I'm doing research, which includes all of the above, as well as a great deal of reading and listening. Fun to have these sparks. I've always got something rolling around in my brain. Vision, aye.
Sometimes, people wonder why I've been running around solo for nearly 12 years...something like that...I've lost track, ha. Just kinda happened that way. But I've had a dream I've held close to my heart. And so, I've been undoing a lot of my history. I had to relive it. I'm still learning about it, but I'm letting go of a suitcase of pain. In every aspect, when I look back, God's been helping me every step of the way.
I believe that God sees and honors my dreams.
And you are a part of this. And I wish upon you the freedom to see and honor your own dreams.
Timing. Things happen how they should, I suppose, even though I get frustrated sometimes, because I'm human. But it's a miracle, the way life unfolds.
Sending you light and love, always, C.A. MacConnell
