The other day, burning up in my car, I decided to play around with the sun and voice. Writing about the sun is absolutely overdone. I thought, 'How can I change it up?' And so, I decided to write from the POV of the sun and make the sun somewhat evil, haha. I like to break the rules and surprise people. I also like to write dark prose sometimes...some prefer not to, but I enjoy it. Kind of a guilty pleasure of mine. Here's what came out. Love to you, C.A. From the Sun Hell. I would like to stay
Out.
The Vapors can be tricky; sometimes
I let them drift,
Roll close, cover me, and
Bury my fire. Sometimes I let them
Win,
Because smothering times
Ensure their belief -- I am nothing but a
Poor, sick, sputtering, volcanic,
Bloodshot eye.
Momentarily, caught off
Guard, they shift, weakened by wind.
Often, I’d say some are quite
Emaciated.
Today, just for the record,
Here and there, I’m grin-hiding, shadowed,
Spitting out something pale,
But I always chuckle, cough, and return,
Circling east, spiraling west,
Choking on the hilarious glow.
Deep down inside, everyone up here is
Caught up, whispering in
Luminous quakes.
They all know the rules. My sole
Vocation is to laugh and
Burn. And who doesn’t like to
Crack into pieces
At the boiling, blistering sting
Of a perfect, secret scam.
Cattle, trucks, trains, and smokestacks --
Thank you
For making this easier.
Slowly, I’ve been stealing spring,
Winter, and the fall.
Down there, pretty people
And scientists keep digging,
But they’ll never catch
Up.
I admit that I’m nervous about hats,
Strange, humming cars,
Lettuce, and lotion. But my plan is ahead
Of any moon’s curve.
I’ll be cackling and crowing, half-
Blinding humans
Every single day
Until September.
Then comes a swift, harsh,
Shocking storm,
One
Without a name.
And finally, I’ll give it all up –
Scorching skin, boiling land,
All of my magnetic
Solitude. And only then, secretly, suddenly,
Hungrily, I’ll slip out
From the shade, like a stray cat,
And we will be together,
When the reckless, handsome, subzero
Sea
Swallows me black and
Whole.
C.A. MacConnell
Man, just a sidenote...this would make a cool song...with a little revision!