Last night, I got kidnapped. 
I was trapped 
inside a hot 
sanctuary. 
I was shifty 
in the church pew – 
a cramped place 
I have never called home. 
Last night, I got lucky. 
I discovered
 a blank stack 
of prayer request paper. 
Three by five, 
I drew you wearing suns. 
I’ve never seen you like this,
 but that's the way I always 
picture you. 
I drew me next to you. 
I was reaching 
for your middle. 
I drew a taller me – 
wild-haired, 
stick hands nearly touching 
the place where your belt 
should be. 
My fingers got lost 
between your loops. 
I've never seen me like this, 
but the pencil made me 
a lead-grey, dipping, 
V-necked dress.
Your mouth 
was a line. 
My mouth 
was a circle. 
  C.A. MacConnell