Dear god, the nape of it.
 
 He loves a pale Leo
 in November. 
 
 His oxen senses,
 his driving team,
 
 pull him 
 into the dream of her
 
 but today, 
 like yesterday,
 
 there will be no lion,
 no afternoon nap.
 
 True, her axle neck 
 barely holds
 
 her head and heart
 together.
 
 And listen 
 to the sound
 
 of her noel voice.
 True, her boy shape 
 
 is no pear. 
 In her hand,
 
 there rests 
 no frying pan. 
 
 Nearly all month,
 he has been loping
 
 across the room -- 
 ape-living; 
 
 here, empty hands
 and empty arms
 
 forever hang loose.
 Secretly, he hopes 
 
 for a strange,
 warm winter.
 
 Home is pretty 
 this time of year.
 
 He loves a pale Leo
 in November.
 
 Dear god, the awake of it.
 
 C.A. MacConnell